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You are my DESIRE ;

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I’m Your friend

You are my desire
No one else will do
‘Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You

You’re all I want
You’re all I’ve ever needed
You’re all I want
Help me know You are near

 

Hello God. Thank You for opening up my spiritual eyes, heart and ears to receive so much so much from You.

In Jesus’ name, Amen.

 

I’m awed by  God’s amazing LOVE for you and me. In our walk with God, there are bound to be many ups and downs just like a roller coaster ride.  When we’re doing well/fine, do we choose to be consistent doing our QT or do we be contented at where we’re at and compromise our time with God? Well, this is really well said: ” Our personal time spent with God is our biggest weapon against Satan”. When we think we’re walking well with God, it’ll be the time when satan is thinking of a  plan to draw us away from God. Well, at least  I’ve learnt from my past mistakes. It’s really important for us  to not be contented when God is  close to  us. We should continue to  be desperate for God to show more of Himself to us and NEVER EVER think that we know enough.

 

Be consistentCompromising

Praise God!

TESTIMONY!

Went to Tanjong Pagar after cca today because borrowing Priscilla’s mac book to do HKL slides. Cca ended at 5 and Pris only can make it at 6.15pm. What does it mean? I’ll be early. Haha. Reached Tanjong Pagar MRT at 5.30pm. First time there. Tried to find somewhere where I can sit down to do homework and God led me to a cafeteria there called Select. Saw that there was food and I decided to grab some light snack cause I thought I was left with less than 2bucks. Opened my wallet and saw a 5dollar note inside(already very amazing already). Want to buy something which cost 5.90 but thought I only have a few sents left so almost told the aunty I don’t want already, but when I counted my coins, I had 1dollar worth of coins! Praise God! I was so happy. After I bought my food, I saw a girl sitting alone. HS prompted me to approach her. Initially i was very fearful and didn’t wanted to obey the HS. However, after I prayed for more courage and words to speak to her, I approached her and asked her if I could sit with her. She said yes. Really thank God that I was very “talkative” at that time which was a good sign and she even opened up to me, sharing to me about her life and telling me that she’s also a shy girl like me. Haha, I then took the opportunity to share Christ to her and how God changed me to the person I am now. I’ll be meeting her next week for lunch sow. :D

ALL GLORY GOES TO OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN.

Compare and Contrast

Stupid VS Foolish

Stupid means commiting a mistake once and learning from it. Foolish is commiting the same mistake again and again without doing anything to it. It can be if you made a mistake, am aware of it, want to change but gave in to temptation easily and commit the same mistake again.

In the old testiment, Pharoah commited the same mistakes over and over again because of his foolishness, stubborness or whatever you call it. Consequences? Of course there were consequences he had to face. There were 9 in all. The Plague of Blood, Frogs, Gnats, Flies, Livestock, Boils, Hail, Locusts and Darkness. He was tempted. He succumb to his desire for pleasure. He chose Satan’s beautifully clothed temptations over God’s presence. However, in the new testiment, something similar happened again. This time, Satan tried to tempt Jesus [ Luke 4:1-13 ]. Jesus was in a desert where he fasted for 40 days and in those 40 days, Satan tempted Jesus. No doubt Jesus was hungry and weak. Can you imagine 40 days w/o food? Man, I definitely can’t even survive a day w/o food. First temptation: 3The devil said to him, “If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread.” 4Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man does not live on bread alone.’”. Second temptation: 5The devil led him up to a high place and showed him in an instant all the kingdoms of the world. 6And he said to him, “I will give you all their authority and splendor, for it has been given to me, and I can give it to anyone I want to. 7So if you worship me, it will all be yours.” 8Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God and serve him only.’”. Third temptation: 9The devil led him to Jerusalem and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. “If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down from here. 10For it is written: “‘He will command his angels concerning you to guard you carefully; 11they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’” 12Jesus answered, “It says: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’”. What does this tell us? Even Jesus, who was so vulnerable that time was tempted and he did not give in? Well, how did he did that? He was rooted in God’s word and he prayed. He did not rely on his own strength and determination but instead he chose to follow God’s ways.

Strong VS Weak

(luke warm is rejected)

The 2 categories of people whom Satan will target. The strong and weak christians. Strong christians because all the more Satan want to bring them away from God. Weak christians because Satan wants to end their relationship with God. Why not luke warm christians? They are the most unstable ones and will stray from God even w/o temptations.

Above the 2 points are from Daniel’s sharing this morning. Found it really encouraging that’s why decided to blog about it. Haha. Well, both points are really applicable to me too. As he was sharing this morning about the stupid and foolish things, a lot of memories flashed back about the mistakes which I had made repeatedly in the past. I rmbr I was very convicted after Heros camp not to make the same mistake again but before Level up camp, I fell into temptation once again and commited the same mistake. Well, no doubt the consequences was much heavier and I had to pay for it. Now, what I can do is to learn from the mistakes which COST and leave no regrets. Also, recently I’ve drifted from God. Not experiencing or hearing from him, not seeking him with the right heart attitude and stuffs. Before that, I thought I was doing well. Unexpectedly, Satan came into the picture. Initially, I felt indifferent. Nothing seemed to be going wrong. But gradually, I felt far away from God, and I know it’s because I was too contented with being where I was. Therefore, no matter how well I’m walking with God right now, I want to continue to seek him with the same desperate and child like heart.

It’s so true. When you decide to make ONE lie, you will have to back it up with MANY other lies just to make sure that your first lie isn’t discovered. Is it worth it? Is it even worth it if it makes you sin? If it makes people around you stumble? Question your heart. It’s never too late to reveal the truth because if you don’t, many more lies need to be created and the snowball will just keep rolling and rolling until one day, everything will be open and out.

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Oh Lord I Pray

Dear God, you are my father, friend,  encourager, cheer leader. You are my everything. I pray for my walk with you to be consistent, and always growing. I want to meet you everyday as I spend time to talk to you and hear from you. I want to serve you with a whole heart devotion and willing mind. Everyday, as I grow closer to you, I want to be more like Christ. Turn my weaknesses into your strengths. Let my life shine for you and you only, that when people see me, they will see you in me and me in you. As I live this new year  with you, I believe that I will see more breakthroughs in my life and in the lives of the people around me.

I thank you in advance for all that you are going to do in my life, in Jesus’ name I pray,

AMEN!

ANNOINT.PRAY.GROW

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New Year

Everything ended so suddenly. School started abruptly and it signifies the start of a new term, a new lifestyle. Don’t want to be like what I was in the past, want to live a better life with and for God. DISCIPLINE is the key word for me. I’ve got to do something about my studies since I want to be a salt and light in school. Praying for a conducive place for me to study at(not my home of course) and people who can tutor and teach me. Think I’m going to take up English tuition. Don’t want to fail it anymore. Haven’t set my New Year resolutions yet. Guess I got to stop procrastinating bout that. Cough is not gone yet. I really dread visiting the doctor so regularly this few months. I want a stronger and healthier body! Guess I got to exercise more and eat more fruits and veg. Haha.

First day of school wasn’t that bad. Manage to make 2 Sec1 friends. Assembly was totally boring with Mr Loh and Mr Chua’s speech. A good lullaby indeed and I manage to catch some sleep. Mr Lam’s our form teacher. Quite okay. But first day ask us bring $20 for our class fund, a bit too much. Haha, but believe he got his own plans. Sitting with Daniel Foo. Hope we’ll be able to help each other in our weaker subjs. Haha. Sad-ed that I’m sitting at the first row. Lol, shall get used to it. Higher difficulty in eating, sleeping and texting. After school met up with Chung Cheng girls for a short meeting. Pledge covenant together. Thank God for Misha for planning it :D 4 main things we’ve pledged to God and to one another. 1) Covenant of being salt and light. 2) Covenant of stillness before God. 3) Covenant of studying. 4) Covenant of encouragement. Really look forward to how God is going to move in our group. We also pledged to study tgt every wed for 1h30min. Hope it works out. Haha. Also, we set the number of people we want to bring to know Christ before June. Mine is 2 and I’m going to work hard to hit this target. Not just converts but people who are retained. Thank you God, because of You, I know that all that I hope for and pray for will come to past according to Your plan.

I’m a little confused about some things. Don’t know whether to make assumptions or just let it be. A lot of things are happening making the situation become more and more obvious but I’m afraid to conclude. Afraid that it’s not what I think it is. God, You take the lead. Take the wheel. I’m going to sit on the driver seat and let you control the wheel. Wherever you take me, I will go. No matter what happens, I know that you are in control.

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